Saturday, August 28, 2010

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OMG  !!!!! WE WON !!!! Yay hahaha !!! Mean game , so good , naaw and everyone was crying afterwards :( poor thing . Tears of joy like my brother called it :)) , we won by a large margin so now were first YAY !! But our coach wont be coming up with us to wanganui tommoro for tournament :( which totally sucks but like she said shell be there in spirit and throught the phone haha :)) SHOTTIES !! . Okaye so was busy fundraising with my team mates for the trip and I get a text from my mate and she goes you will never guess who was there and I was like uhmm hu ? Then she goes "H" and I like froze and I was like ohh hellz naah he was there and I never knew he was there arrrrgggghhhh!!!! >:( So she goes yeah was talking to %@#&*! bout idt and she goes that he was apprently standing next to me !!!! He was the one in hoddie AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!! WAKE ME UP why dont you sheesh thanks for the warning , you know it would have been nice if you could at least have said hi to me but NOOOOO !!! Hoooooooooooooooooooi !!! But then he said he was too shy and in plus I was talking to the girls and yeahp good excuse Bleeehh !!Okaye well never mind that anymore I cant do much about idt now hahah but shiet mahn guttered to the max was actually looking forward to meeting this guy and apparently I looked aht him but I didnt know that it was him and I just looked away and I was like well naaah im not actually gonna pay that much attention to whos watching me especvially if im playing  jeez haha . OMG lastnight was funny with me and kaysee following people around and then dancing in the middle of the road of Kilbirnie to Dynamie haahaa funfun!!! :)) ooh and what a killer buzz much aye spent 2hours on friday night duing my hair , get to saturday morning and idts pouring , THANKYOU FOR THE JOB !!!!! Ooh well yesterday was a good day !!! :)) Had fun and so exciting can't wait for tommoro , when I am the luckiest person to be waking up aht 4am to get to school so we leave WINDY WELLY to go to wanganui , lower north islands YAY !!!!!! Well Im bored now haha , Laytee xxxxx

Friday, August 27, 2010

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Whether you wanna hear idt or not but you've changed , from the smoking to the partying to the wagging school :( what happened ? You say your just showing your true colours and that the person you showed us beofore was just a fake ? Tbh no I don't believe one word of that , I think that you have changed and that yes whether you wanna hear idt read idt or not you are going through a "PHASE" and what your showing us aint your true colours but a fake . What happened ? Your so bright !!! You came to school everyday for every period , never use to somke , never or hardly ever use to party and never ever use to wag but now ? I dano what to think anymore , you asked me what happened to me hearing both sides of the story like I usually do ? I dano , I guess maybe Im sick of hearing the other side of the story because maybe this time I know if I hear the other side of the story all Im going to be hearing is excuses . Excuses for the actions that you won't admit too . Just like you wont admit to changing . You said to someone that the people around you like me and the others left you , that we just ditched you ? Noo we didnt , we were here the whole time , I was here when most of them werent . But no . It was your choice to leave us and make new friends and we were fine with that . We let you be . Your the one who said you felt out of place hanging out with us now that you've changed I should say. But why are you telling a different story ?  you slapped my friend , your friend . Remember ? Whether it was a big or small slap I dont care what you did was like a wake up call to me . It showed me that your not the same person you use to be , and tbh I miss the old you . I really do . But I guess like I said before I am here for you whenever , and you can text whenever you know I'll reply , no matter what . Hope you come back to us . The real you . Or at least part of you . If your still in there :(

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